1 00:02:01,800 --> 00:02:02,880 {\an8}It's true. 2 00:02:04,400 --> 00:02:05,360 {\an8}I stole. 3 00:02:07,280 --> 00:02:10,120 {\an8}I always have my share of pleasure what I longed for was stolen. 4 00:02:10,960 --> 00:02:13,040 {\an8}From everything and everyone. 5 00:02:35,200 --> 00:02:38,640 {\an8}Is it too light now? Should I close them a little? 6 00:02:46,080 --> 00:02:47,920 {\an8}How many times have I been in love? 7 00:02:49,600 --> 00:02:51,640 {\an8}Every time it was necessary. 8 00:02:53,760 --> 00:02:54,800 {\an8}Darker? 9 00:03:20,800 --> 00:03:23,040 {\an8}Hey, girl. 10 00:03:42,800 --> 00:03:46,360 {\an8}The corpses of her mother and sister were in the house. 11 00:03:46,440 --> 00:03:48,600 {\an8}Someone had locked them up in a room. 12 00:03:48,680 --> 00:03:50,760 {\an8}The poor wretches, they couldn't escape. 13 00:03:50,840 --> 00:03:52,760 {\an8}Holy Mary, how cruel. 14 00:03:52,840 --> 00:03:55,520 {\an8}Doctor Milazzo examined her and said she had been abused. 15 00:03:55,600 --> 00:03:59,040 {\an8}- Blessed Virgin Mary. - Enough, be quiet. Quiet. 16 00:03:59,960 --> 00:04:03,200 {\an8}Yes, 1909. Terrible things happen. 17 00:04:03,320 --> 00:04:05,080 {\an8}This didn't even happen in the Middle Ages. 18 00:04:05,160 --> 00:04:07,680 {\an8}Because the godly people left here. 19 00:04:07,800 --> 00:04:11,880 {\an8}Wicked. Do you know how much I have you seen there? A whole bunch. 20 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:13,480 {\an8}- Adjutant. - Sorry, Your Excellency. 21 00:04:13,560 --> 00:04:16,480 {\an8}We don't want her there remember. She must forget it. 22 00:04:16,520 --> 00:04:20,560 {\an8}In the name of St. Agatha is this girl become a martyr. 23 00:04:20,640 --> 00:04:21,920 {\an8}Torment her no more. 24 00:04:23,760 --> 00:04:26,520 {\an8}- What's this girl's name? - Her name is Modesta. 25 00:04:27,520 --> 00:04:28,560 {\an8}Modesta. 26 00:04:28,640 --> 00:04:32,040 {\an8}Come on, we'll talk outside. 27 00:04:32,120 --> 00:04:35,160 {\an8}They have the burned clothes of a man found. 28 00:04:35,280 --> 00:04:36,760 {\an8}But not his body. 29 00:04:36,840 --> 00:04:39,320 {\an8}We'll keep her with us tonight. 30 00:04:39,400 --> 00:04:42,000 {\an8}Then we decide where to put them going to. By the way, Adjutant... 31 00:04:42,080 --> 00:04:44,040 {\an8}- My apologies again. - Listen... 32 00:04:44,120 --> 00:04:48,760 {\an8}Come back tomorrow, we can't keep her here. 33 00:04:48,840 --> 00:04:49,680 {\an8}Good. 34 00:04:49,800 --> 00:04:52,840 {\an8}She'll probably end up in an orphanage. 35 00:05:35,560 --> 00:05:36,560 {\an8}Modesta. 36 00:05:37,800 --> 00:05:38,840 {\an8}Modesta. 37 00:05:40,960 --> 00:05:42,960 {\an8}Did you remove the ice from the mountain? 38 00:05:44,480 --> 00:05:45,840 {\an8}- And the eggs? - Shut up. 39 00:05:45,920 --> 00:05:47,200 {\an8}Bring me my eggs. 40 00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:49,120 {\an8}- There are two. - Just two? 41 00:05:49,200 --> 00:05:51,000 {\an8}And the third? Did you eat that? 42 00:05:51,080 --> 00:05:52,480 {\an8}They are too small. 43 00:05:56,400 --> 00:05:57,440 {\an8}Come here. 44 00:06:11,760 --> 00:06:15,160 {\an8}-They hurt, they're too small. -Tina gets everything. 45 00:06:15,280 --> 00:06:16,680 {\an8}Even shoes for her communion. 46 00:06:16,800 --> 00:06:18,440 {\an8}Don't touch that dress. 47 00:06:19,360 --> 00:06:23,320 {\an8}Go out and take that goat. 48 00:06:23,880 --> 00:06:26,880 {\an8}They hurt, they're too small. 49 00:06:29,040 --> 00:06:31,200 {\an8}Modesta, the goat. 50 00:06:31,800 --> 00:06:33,920 {\an8}It's raining. 51 00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:37,560 {\an8}They take her to the orphanage the Daughters of Mary. 52 00:06:37,640 --> 00:06:39,800 {\an8}It's swarming with vermin there. 53 00:06:39,880 --> 00:06:42,480 {\an8}The dogs are fed better. than those poor orphans. 54 00:06:42,560 --> 00:06:44,120 {\an8}I grab the towel. 55 00:06:49,000 --> 00:06:50,440 {\an8}The bigger one is not there. 56 00:06:51,200 --> 00:06:52,400 {\an8}I'll go get him. 57 00:07:17,480 --> 00:07:20,000 {\an8}What are you doing now? Come here. Where are you going? 58 00:07:26,480 --> 00:07:28,000 {\an8}Let us cover this shame. 59 00:07:29,840 --> 00:07:32,840 {\an8}Go ahead, Ilaria. Play on. 60 00:07:32,920 --> 00:07:35,480 {\an8}Sorry, mother Leonora, we didn't want to disturb you. 61 00:07:35,520 --> 00:07:37,480 {\an8}This child is driving us crazy. 62 00:07:55,560 --> 00:07:57,120 {\an8}Oh, you're here too. 63 00:08:25,360 --> 00:08:27,880 {\an8}Leave me alone. Grab your things. 64 00:08:35,160 --> 00:08:36,160 {\an8}Big star. 65 00:08:37,160 --> 00:08:38,360 {\an8}Little star. 66 00:08:40,120 --> 00:08:41,320 {\an8}Tuzzu's star. 67 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:50,240 {\an8}Modesta, come down. This devil stole the dress. 68 00:08:58,760 --> 00:09:02,000 {\an8}- The girl is so greedy. - Indeed. 69 00:09:03,400 --> 00:09:04,720 {\an8}Excuse me, mother. 70 00:09:13,520 --> 00:09:15,720 {\an8}Come along. Come. 71 00:09:21,600 --> 00:09:23,600 {\an8}Rosalia. Incoronata. 72 00:09:24,040 --> 00:09:29,000 {\an8}This girl cannot stay with us eat in the dining room. She is indecent. 73 00:09:29,040 --> 00:09:32,040 {\an8}- Luckily she's leaving tomorrow. - Don't worry, Sister Costanza. 74 00:09:32,120 --> 00:09:34,960 {\an8}Knife. Fork. 75 00:09:36,560 --> 00:09:39,080 {\an8}- Teach her to eat like a human. - We will. 76 00:09:39,160 --> 00:09:44,800 {\an8}- But I don't understand. I'm hungry. - We don't speak a dialect here. 77 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:48,760 {\an8}Please. Eat. 78 00:09:49,360 --> 00:09:50,400 {\an8}No. Here. 79 00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:56,120 {\an8}So. 80 00:09:57,320 --> 00:09:59,000 {\an8}Don't you pray? 81 00:10:01,120 --> 00:10:04,000 {\an8}Virgin Mary, pray to my angel and speak to the Holy Spirit. 82 00:10:04,040 --> 00:10:06,280 {\an8}Cook something delicious. Good night. 83 00:10:06,360 --> 00:10:08,360 {\an8}Blessed Virgin, help us. 84 00:10:27,600 --> 00:10:29,120 {\an8}Hey, girl. 85 00:10:43,880 --> 00:10:45,600 {\an8}Come on, hurry up. 86 00:10:53,160 --> 00:10:56,360 {\an8}Only a beast from a stable would do something like that. 87 00:10:58,720 --> 00:11:00,120 {\an8}It's a shame. 88 00:11:01,560 --> 00:11:02,680 {\an8}Mother Leonora. 89 00:11:05,400 --> 00:11:07,600 {\an8}Sister Incoronata, get this stuff washed... 90 00:11:07,680 --> 00:11:09,840 {\an8}and take the girl to her cell. 91 00:11:10,760 --> 00:11:11,760 {\an8}Come, Ilaria. 92 00:11:14,000 --> 00:11:15,360 {\an8}What a shame, mother. 93 00:11:18,640 --> 00:11:20,360 {\an8}- Come on. - Who is that nun? 94 00:11:20,440 --> 00:11:23,560 {\an8}Mother Leonora, our abbess. She decides everything. 95 00:11:23,640 --> 00:11:28,040 {\an8}Modesta. Modesta, stop. Holy Mary. 96 00:11:31,160 --> 00:11:34,760 {\an8}What are you doing now? Leave her alone. You should leave her alone. 97 00:11:34,840 --> 00:11:36,040 {\an8}Ilaria, stop it. 98 00:11:57,400 --> 00:11:58,440 {\an8}Good. 99 00:12:00,200 --> 00:12:01,520 {\an8}I understand. 100 00:12:03,520 --> 00:12:04,520 {\an8}Come along. 101 00:12:14,960 --> 00:12:18,200 {\an8}- Is this your house? - This is where I study. 102 00:12:27,120 --> 00:12:28,040 {\an8}Sit down. 103 00:12:34,840 --> 00:12:36,080 {\an8}What's your name again? 104 00:12:40,080 --> 00:12:41,120 {\an8}What's your name? 105 00:12:42,880 --> 00:12:43,760 {\an8}Modesta. 106 00:12:45,520 --> 00:12:46,520 {\an8}Modesta. 107 00:12:47,840 --> 00:12:49,040 {\an8}What a beautiful name. 108 00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:53,600 {\an8}Sister Costanza has me told about you. 109 00:12:54,800 --> 00:12:56,000 {\an8}What are you looking at? 110 00:12:58,680 --> 00:12:59,720 {\an8}Saint Agatha? 111 00:13:02,080 --> 00:13:03,280 {\an8}Do you know her story? 112 00:13:07,040 --> 00:13:10,720 {\an8}Agatha was a girl of fifteen years... 113 00:13:11,200 --> 00:13:13,360 {\an8}with golden hair. 114 00:13:15,680 --> 00:13:19,360 {\an8}She dedicated her life to God and took a vow of chastity. 115 00:13:20,400 --> 00:13:23,040 {\an8}The Governor of Sicily had set his sights on her. 116 00:13:23,920 --> 00:13:25,560 {\an8}But she rejected him. 117 00:13:27,840 --> 00:13:30,320 {\an8}So he had her tortured. 118 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:34,920 {\an8}They burned her. 119 00:13:35,640 --> 00:13:36,920 {\an8}Burn? 120 00:13:38,640 --> 00:13:40,400 {\an8}They beat her. 121 00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:44,000 {\an8}At the height of the frenzy... 122 00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:48,880 {\an8}they tore off her breasts with huge tongs. 123 00:13:48,960 --> 00:13:50,080 {\an8}Breasts. 124 00:13:53,280 --> 00:13:54,440 {\an8}Did she die? 125 00:13:56,320 --> 00:13:58,440 {\an8}Her body died. 126 00:13:58,560 --> 00:14:00,120 {\an8}But her soul is in heaven. 127 00:14:01,200 --> 00:14:02,560 {\an8}And she was canonized. 128 00:14:05,600 --> 00:14:06,880 {\an8}Did that scare you? 129 00:14:08,760 --> 00:14:09,720 {\an8}No? 130 00:14:10,720 --> 00:14:14,880 {\an8}That's a good thing, poor girl, after everything you've been through. 131 00:14:21,440 --> 00:14:23,760 {\an8}Would you like to tell me whoever was in the house... 132 00:14:24,840 --> 00:14:26,120 {\an8}when it burned down? 133 00:14:28,680 --> 00:14:30,360 {\an8}My mother and my sister. 134 00:14:34,280 --> 00:14:36,400 {\an8}Did you know that your mother and sister... 135 00:14:37,360 --> 00:14:39,560 {\an8}have been recalled to God's house? 136 00:14:41,800 --> 00:14:42,760 {\an8}Yes. 137 00:14:48,240 --> 00:14:49,640 {\an8}Was there also a man? 138 00:14:56,760 --> 00:14:57,960 {\an8}Did he hurt you? 139 00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:01,600 {\an8}You can tell me. 140 00:15:05,400 --> 00:15:07,400 {\an8}Did he set the house on fire? 141 00:15:12,440 --> 00:15:17,360 {\an8}He got angry because she always... talked. They were never silent. 142 00:15:19,680 --> 00:15:20,640 {\an8}Enough. 143 00:15:23,040 --> 00:15:24,640 {\an8}Now that you're here with us... 144 00:15:26,800 --> 00:15:28,040 {\an8}are you safe. 145 00:15:29,080 --> 00:15:30,200 {\an8}Sit down. 146 00:15:35,960 --> 00:15:36,920 {\an8}What big eyes. 147 00:15:38,760 --> 00:15:40,080 {\an8}This is the beautiful eye... 148 00:15:41,560 --> 00:15:43,040 {\an8}and this is his brother. 149 00:15:45,000 --> 00:15:46,320 {\an8}This is the church. 150 00:15:47,720 --> 00:15:49,400 {\an8}And these are the little brothers. 151 00:15:50,680 --> 00:15:56,560 {\an8}The nose is the clock it goes from dingdong, dingong. 152 00:16:06,960 --> 00:16:10,000 {\an8}Stupid, dirty daughter of a mongrel dog. 153 00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:13,840 {\an8}You stole your sister's dress. 154 00:16:14,400 --> 00:16:17,560 {\an8}You can only go to an institution or an orphanage... 155 00:16:17,640 --> 00:16:19,000 {\an8}and eat bread and water. 156 00:16:19,720 --> 00:16:23,800 {\an8}You are wicked. You have no respect for anything. 157 00:16:33,040 --> 00:16:33,960 {\an8}Come on. 158 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:39,000 {\an8}- Look Tina, how beautiful. - Good morning. 159 00:16:39,080 --> 00:16:40,880 {\an8}Hi. 160 00:16:40,960 --> 00:16:41,960 How are you? 161 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:43,680 {\an8}One foot here. Help her. 162 00:16:44,400 --> 00:16:46,280 {\an8}Help her, otherwise the dress will get dirty. 163 00:16:46,360 --> 00:16:48,760 {\an8}The dress, please. 164 00:16:48,840 --> 00:16:51,240 {\an8}And there she is. Good girl. 165 00:16:51,320 --> 00:16:52,680 {\an8}She's a devil, as always. 166 00:16:52,760 --> 00:16:53,840 {\an8}Tuzzu. 167 00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:56,320 {\an8}Always problems. 168 00:17:00,680 --> 00:17:02,080 {\an8}- Greece? - Athens. 169 00:17:03,720 --> 00:17:06,520 {\an8}- The Ottoman Empire? - Constantinople. 170 00:17:06,600 --> 00:17:08,200 {\an8}- Egypt? - 'Cairon'. 171 00:17:09,800 --> 00:17:11,000 {\an8}Cairo. 172 00:17:11,080 --> 00:17:12,080 {\an8}Peru. 173 00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:14,600 {\an8}Lima. 174 00:17:14,680 --> 00:17:16,960 {\an8}Good. 175 00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:18,720 {\an8}She looks like a tame monkey. 176 00:17:18,800 --> 00:17:21,400 {\an8}Three months ago God sent us this girl. 177 00:17:22,040 --> 00:17:25,520 {\an8}We fed her, washed her and educated her. 178 00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:28,000 {\an8}And we will continue to do so. 179 00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:31,560 {\an8}Modesta stays with us until she is an adult. 180 00:17:32,560 --> 00:17:35,920 {\an8}And God willing, she will be His bride, just like us. 181 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:36,920 {\an8}How generous. 182 00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:38,000 {\an8}Mimmo. 183 00:17:38,080 --> 00:17:40,400 {\an8}I can stay here forever. 184 00:17:41,120 --> 00:17:42,600 {\an8}Would you like to take a ride on my back? 185 00:17:46,120 --> 00:17:47,080 {\an8}Go ahead. 186 00:17:47,160 --> 00:17:48,160 {\an8}Mother Leonora... 187 00:17:48,240 --> 00:17:52,040 {\an8}you know that the families of our novices will not be happy. 188 00:17:53,040 --> 00:17:54,680 {\an8}Living in this monastery for 200 years... 189 00:17:54,760 --> 00:17:58,680 {\an8}only daughters from the best families from Sicily. 190 00:17:58,760 --> 00:18:01,200 {\an8}Single and alone from noble families. 191 00:18:02,640 --> 00:18:05,720 {\an8}Charity has been around for 200 years our mission. 192 00:18:05,800 --> 00:18:08,520 {\an8}It is our duty to the poor and to help the simple. 193 00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:11,080 {\an8}It's not their fault that they are ignorant. 194 00:18:11,160 --> 00:18:12,760 {\an8}Christ has us shown the way. 195 00:18:13,520 --> 00:18:15,680 {\an8}'Let the children come to me... 196 00:18:15,760 --> 00:18:18,400 {\an8}for the kingdom of God belongs to those who are like them.' 197 00:18:23,160 --> 00:18:25,000 {\an8}Leonora, you are making a mistake. 198 00:18:26,120 --> 00:18:27,400 {\an8}We'll regret it. 199 00:18:43,720 --> 00:18:45,040 {\an8}Is it You, God? 200 00:18:57,600 --> 00:18:59,040 {\an8}God is good. 201 00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:04,520 {\an8}He is in everything that is good. God is in everything around us. 202 00:19:04,600 --> 00:19:07,360 {\an8}Also in bad things? 203 00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:09,920 {\an8}Ilaria, did you hear what she said? 204 00:19:10,440 --> 00:19:14,280 {\an8}Bad things happen because man is tempted. 205 00:19:14,360 --> 00:19:17,160 {\an8}- Is man stronger than God? - No. 206 00:19:17,800 --> 00:19:21,680 {\an8}God is omnipotent and above all and everyone, Modesta. 207 00:19:21,760 --> 00:19:24,360 {\an8}When you are older, you will study theology. 208 00:19:24,440 --> 00:19:26,680 {\an8}Then all these mysteries are revealed. 209 00:19:26,760 --> 00:19:29,080 {\an8}Why when I'm older? I want to know now. 210 00:19:29,160 --> 00:19:32,320 {\an8}You just learned to read and write. You don't understand yet. 211 00:19:32,400 --> 00:19:34,040 {\an8}Knowledge is acquired step by step. 212 00:19:34,920 --> 00:19:37,200 {\an8}-My god, an earthquake. Mother... -Modesta. 213 00:19:39,240 --> 00:19:40,600 {\an8}Mother. 214 00:19:49,920 --> 00:19:52,920 {\an8}It's him. It's the mountain. 215 00:19:55,600 --> 00:19:58,640 {\an8}Do you feel how fast your heart is beating, girl? 216 00:20:58,280 --> 00:20:59,720 {\an8}I grew and changed. 217 00:21:00,920 --> 00:21:03,040 {\an8}The soft voice of mother Leonora. 218 00:21:03,760 --> 00:21:05,640 {\an8}Her blue eyes. 219 00:21:05,720 --> 00:21:08,120 {\an8}The rustling of her clothes. 220 00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:11,560 {\an8}It let me through those dark hallways flying to get to her. 221 00:21:11,640 --> 00:21:12,840 {\an8}To always be with her. 222 00:21:18,040 --> 00:21:20,360 {\an8}From her mouth I stole words, musical notes. 223 00:21:20,440 --> 00:21:22,920 {\an8}Ideas that no one gives me could ever decrease. 224 00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:24,560 {\an8}God's bride. 225 00:21:24,640 --> 00:21:27,720 {\an8}In the monastery I embroidered, I learned and made music. 226 00:21:27,800 --> 00:21:29,840 {\an8}I ate every day like it was Sunday. 227 00:21:29,920 --> 00:21:31,760 {\an8}The sheets smelled to sugared almonds. 228 00:21:32,240 --> 00:21:33,920 {\an8}But to spend my whole life there are... 229 00:21:39,720 --> 00:21:42,040 {\an8}Bend your finger. 230 00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:07,600 {\an8}Ilaria, please. 231 00:22:07,680 --> 00:22:09,760 {\an8}Your wish has been granted. 232 00:22:10,320 --> 00:22:12,280 {\an8}But now I'm all alone. 233 00:22:12,360 --> 00:22:14,360 {\an8}You will be no more to comfort me. 234 00:22:15,040 --> 00:22:18,680 {\an8}Don't be silly, you will never be alone. 235 00:22:19,200 --> 00:22:20,920 {\an8}You are now a bride of God. 236 00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:25,560 {\an8}Since you are no longer a novice... 237 00:22:26,080 --> 00:22:27,880 {\an8}you can assist the other sisters. 238 00:22:27,960 --> 00:22:29,760 {\an8}Excuse me, mother, may I? 239 00:22:31,120 --> 00:22:33,840 {\an8}Go ahead, Modesta. Welcome. 240 00:22:38,040 --> 00:22:39,000 {\an8}Sister. 241 00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:48,200 {\an8}Mother, thank you for welcoming me and that I may live next to you. 242 00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:17,440 {\an8}Modesta. 243 00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:43,800 {\an8}Faster, otherwise she'll catch a cold. 244 00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:50,400 {\an8}I do it a bit tight. 245 00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:57,000 {\an8}I'll do it. 246 00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:14,400 {\an8}There. 247 00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:20,600 {\an8}- Is it too tight? - No. 248 00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:30,040 {\an8}What have they done to you? 249 00:25:30,840 --> 00:25:32,680 {\an8}You tied up like a mangy dog. 250 00:25:35,120 --> 00:25:36,800 {\an8}Are you that naughty, girl? 251 00:25:37,920 --> 00:25:40,280 {\an8}No, she hit me. 252 00:25:41,520 --> 00:25:44,200 {\an8}They left you like a tomato hanging to dry. 253 00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:47,120 {\an8}Holy Mother, I'll take care of it. 254 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,080 {\an8}What a beautiful daughter I have. 255 00:26:11,760 --> 00:26:13,320 {\an8}Do you want to see my house? 256 00:26:16,800 --> 00:26:20,240 {\an8}Saint Augustine converted when he was an adult. 257 00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:24,040 {\an8}But no one ever has prayed with the same remorse... 258 00:26:24,120 --> 00:26:28,000 {\an8}for what he called 'ancient corruptions' mentioned. 259 00:26:29,040 --> 00:26:31,840 {\an8}I want to read something from Pierre de Labriolle... 260 00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:33,760 {\an8}from 'About True Love'. Is that allowed, mother? 261 00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:39,920 {\an8}'The memory of loving still lives in him. 262 00:26:40,440 --> 00:26:42,560 {\an8}The fleeting grace of bodies. 263 00:26:42,640 --> 00:26:47,200 {\an8}The splendor of the light, the lovely melodies of song... 264 00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:49,800 {\an8}and the wonderful smell of flowers. 265 00:26:49,880 --> 00:26:52,360 {\an8}Body parts made for the fellowship of the flesh... 266 00:26:52,440 --> 00:26:54,560 {\an8}Thanks, Modesta. That's enough. 267 00:26:57,080 --> 00:26:59,720 {\an8}- Who wants to go further? - I'd like to say... 268 00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:03,160 {\an8}The community. May God protect us. 269 00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:09,680 {\an8}The fleeting grace of bodies. May God save and set us free. 270 00:27:10,520 --> 00:27:13,720 {\an8}The desire. May God bless us. 271 00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:15,960 {\an8}They had God. 272 00:27:16,800 --> 00:27:18,000 {\an8}I longed for life. 273 00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:22,360 {\an8}They were against life with words like... 274 00:27:22,440 --> 00:27:26,280 {\an8}bad, hell, obedience, sin. 275 00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:29,720 {\an8}I too repeated them diligently. 276 00:27:30,440 --> 00:27:32,080 {\an8}But only for acceptance to become. 277 00:27:32,680 --> 00:27:34,800 {\an8}To be Leonora's chosen one. 278 00:27:34,880 --> 00:27:38,000 {\an8}- You can only love God. - That's right, Sister Ilaria. 279 00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:41,160 {\an8}The words that leave her lips rolled, were as round as apples. 280 00:27:41,240 --> 00:27:46,000 {\an8}You have to be more careful, Modesta. Intelligence can be dangerous. 281 00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:49,600 {\an8}But as soon as you tasted them, you noticed immediately that they were rotten. 282 00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:53,280 {\an8}- And it can give us... - To fall into the trap of sin. 283 00:27:53,360 --> 00:27:55,000 {\an8}Sin. 284 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:58,160 {\an8}But I want to study and develop myself. 285 00:27:58,680 --> 00:28:01,320 {\an8}Your thirst for knowledge almost scares me. 286 00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:04,240 {\an8}Besides, what's the point? 287 00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:07,040 {\an8}A woman will never to obtain the wisdom of a man. 288 00:28:08,280 --> 00:28:11,120 {\an8}But you are a woman and you are learned, mother. 289 00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:13,800 {\an8}I want to be like you. 290 00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:17,760 {\an8}You are such a crazy girl. 291 00:28:19,440 --> 00:28:24,000 {\an8}Look, there's the telescope that my father gave me. 292 00:28:24,560 --> 00:28:27,840 {\an8}He taught me the names of the stars which I will show you tonight. 293 00:28:27,920 --> 00:28:30,760 {\an8}How big will they be when we look through this telescope? 294 00:28:30,840 --> 00:28:33,240 {\an8}We can do that too see the craters on the moon? 295 00:28:43,080 --> 00:28:45,040 {\an8}Poor wretches, they got wet. 296 00:28:48,000 --> 00:28:50,840 {\an8}Come on, we're going back too to our cells. 297 00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:12,880 {\an8}-Come and warm yourself up. - Yes, thanks. 298 00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:26,800 {\an8}Modesta, I want you you always feel safe. 299 00:29:27,360 --> 00:29:28,880 {\an8}Despite your origins. 300 00:29:30,040 --> 00:29:32,000 {\an8}But I feel safe with you. 301 00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:34,440 {\an8}That's how it should be. 302 00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:39,840 {\an8}I have decided on an annuity to arrange for you. 303 00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:44,200 {\an8}- For life, if I'm gone. - Mother, don't say that. 304 00:29:45,560 --> 00:29:49,560 {\an8}Don't scare me, you're still young. I don't want an annuity. 305 00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:51,040 {\an8}Don't be afraid. 306 00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:56,240 {\an8}If it happens, many years from now, I will watch over you from above... 307 00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:57,920 {\an8}and always be close to you. 308 00:29:59,360 --> 00:30:01,080 {\an8}Go get changed, you're wet. 309 00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:04,280 {\an8}What is it? 310 00:30:04,920 --> 00:30:06,360 {\an8}Are you afraid of the thunder? 311 00:30:09,440 --> 00:30:10,680 {\an8}Do you know what we do? 312 00:30:11,920 --> 00:30:15,160 {\an8}You can sleep with me tonight then we can encourage each other. 313 00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:29,720 {\an8}Here. Put this on. 314 00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:38,560 {\an8}What is it? Are you ashamed? 315 00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:42,560 {\an8}No worries. I'll turn around. 316 00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:48,040 {\an8}You turn around too. 317 00:31:29,000 --> 00:31:30,120 {\an8}It's too big for you. 318 00:31:32,560 --> 00:31:33,440 {\an8}A little. 319 00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:45,000 {\an8}Are we going to do it again, mother? 320 00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:50,120 {\an8}Let's go again looking at the stars? 321 00:31:53,840 --> 00:31:54,920 {\an8}Of course. 322 00:31:56,240 --> 00:31:58,720 {\an8}I'm glad you're there you are interested in. 323 00:32:05,120 --> 00:32:06,320 {\an8}When I was little... 324 00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:10,000 {\an8}I made up the names of the stars. 325 00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:16,800 {\an8}I climbed onto the roof. 326 00:32:17,840 --> 00:32:19,040 {\an8}I lay down... 327 00:32:21,040 --> 00:32:22,440 {\an8}and looked up at the sky. 328 00:32:29,520 --> 00:32:30,600 {\an8}Big star. 329 00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:32,680 {\an8}Fat. 330 00:32:34,400 --> 00:32:35,760 {\an8}Little star. 331 00:32:41,560 --> 00:32:42,800 {\an8}Tuzzu's star. 332 00:32:43,520 --> 00:32:44,640 {\an8}Tuzzu. 333 00:32:46,320 --> 00:32:47,320 {\an8}Tuzzu? 334 00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:49,400 {\an8}Tuzzu? 335 00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:00,040 {\an8}Tuzzu. 336 00:33:02,400 --> 00:33:05,760 {\an8}Why are you standing there like an idiot? Are you looking at the flies? 337 00:33:10,600 --> 00:33:11,800 {\an8}Are you smoking now? 338 00:33:13,280 --> 00:33:15,520 {\an8}For two days now. It's about time. 339 00:33:16,680 --> 00:33:18,560 {\an8}And where did you leave your sister? 340 00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:21,000 {\an8}Tina is useless. 341 00:33:21,080 --> 00:33:23,640 {\an8}When she eats, she makes noises. She always screams. 342 00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:28,760 {\an8}Listen to that wretch. She's your sister. 343 00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:32,760 {\an8}- She's stupid, but she's your sister. - Ugly, fat and full of shit. 344 00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:52,040 {\an8}What are you doing, silly? Did you fall asleep? 345 00:33:57,760 --> 00:33:59,440 {\an8}Let me look into your eyes. 346 00:34:00,240 --> 00:34:02,400 {\an8}So that I can understand what the sea is like. 347 00:34:04,880 --> 00:34:06,760 {\an8}Go ahead, I won't stop you. 348 00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:10,720 {\an8}If you want to know so badly what the sea is like. 349 00:34:11,720 --> 00:34:12,920 {\an8}Go ahead. 350 00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:23,040 {\an8}You have beautiful eyes up close. 351 00:34:23,880 --> 00:34:25,280 {\an8}I never noticed that. 352 00:34:27,080 --> 00:34:28,240 {\an8}They look like honey. 353 00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:33,640 {\an8}- Wait. - What? I have to go to work. 354 00:34:33,720 --> 00:34:37,240 {\an8}Why do I want to caress myself here if we are so close to each other? 355 00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:42,000 {\an8}- Where the pee comes out. - What are you saying? You're a pain in the ass. 356 00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:45,920 {\an8}Do you think I'm stupid? I'm a man. 357 00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:47,800 {\an8}If you don't leave, I'll grab you. 358 00:34:47,880 --> 00:34:51,720 {\an8}- Then it becomes a mess. - Let's just do it. 359 00:34:51,800 --> 00:34:55,440 {\an8}I'm not afraid, you are. Look, you're shaking. 360 00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:27,000 {\an8}Now I have to stop, you naughty girl. 361 00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:31,880 {\an8}You drove me crazy. But I want it don't screw it up for you. Come on, go. 362 00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:18,320 {\an8}Mother? 363 00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:21,440 {\an8}It's time for the lauds. 364 00:36:36,040 --> 00:36:37,280 {\an8}With bare feet... 365 00:36:38,000 --> 00:36:42,640 {\an8}your chest among the leaves, my lips, your breath... 366 00:36:43,400 --> 00:36:46,120 {\an8}my neck, you sweat. 367 00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:48,240 {\an8}Amen. 368 00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:54,200 {\an8}- Leonora didn't even eat breakfast. - Did you take it to her cell? 369 00:36:54,280 --> 00:36:56,720 {\an8}No, I was late. She was about to leave. 370 00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:58,520 {\an8}- To Catania? - I don't know. 371 00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:06,840 {\an8}Mother. 372 00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:09,400 {\an8}I will take your luggage to the carriage. 373 00:37:10,440 --> 00:37:12,000 {\an8}- Good morning, Modesta. - Good morning. 374 00:37:12,040 --> 00:37:14,800 {\an8}Are you leaving without saying anything? 375 00:37:16,040 --> 00:37:18,080 {\an8}Yes, I received a letter this morning. 376 00:37:18,760 --> 00:37:21,640 {\an8}I'm going to Catania, a family matter. 377 00:37:21,720 --> 00:37:25,280 {\an8}- To Catania? As far? - It's a day's travel. 378 00:37:25,360 --> 00:37:28,280 {\an8}- Let me come with you. - No. 379 00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:30,360 {\an8}-I can keep you company. - That's not possible. 380 00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:32,760 {\an8}You must stay here. That's safer. 381 00:37:32,840 --> 00:37:34,800 {\an8}You may not know, but it is war. 382 00:37:34,880 --> 00:37:36,680 {\an8}Terrible things happen, my darling. 383 00:37:36,760 --> 00:37:39,080 {\an8}Mother? I heard you're leaving. 384 00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:41,040 {\an8}I hope you come back soon. 385 00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:45,280 {\an8}- Can I make myself useful? - No, thank you, Ilaria. You can go. 386 00:37:53,120 --> 00:37:54,560 {\an8}This is the beautiful eye. 387 00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,960 {\an8}This is his brother. 388 00:38:00,120 --> 00:38:01,760 {\an8}This is the church. 389 00:38:02,600 --> 00:38:04,240 {\an8}And these are the little brothers. 390 00:38:05,800 --> 00:38:07,160 {\an8}And this is the clock... 391 00:38:08,640 --> 00:38:11,880 {\an8}it goes from dingdong, dingdong. 392 00:38:16,440 --> 00:38:18,720 {\an8}-I'll help you, mother. - Good morning, Mimmo. 393 00:38:18,800 --> 00:38:20,440 {\an8}- Have a nice trip. - Thank you. 394 00:38:21,240 --> 00:38:22,520 {\an8}Goodbye. 395 00:38:32,240 --> 00:38:34,000 {\an8}This is where we keep the rabbits. 396 00:38:34,040 --> 00:38:38,120 {\an8}- And we also have a goat, but... - Then what happened? 397 00:38:39,040 --> 00:38:41,880 {\an8}That's where we put Tina when she cries and makes noise. 398 00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:44,440 {\an8}Yes, she's crying. I know Tina is crying. 399 00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:47,360 {\an8}We eat at this table. 400 00:38:47,440 --> 00:38:51,520 {\an8}Here lies our bread, our eggs and olives. 401 00:38:51,600 --> 00:38:52,760 {\an8}Do you eat that a lot? 402 00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:55,040 {\an8}I'm always hungry. 403 00:38:56,960 --> 00:39:01,120 {\an8}This is mom's bed, that's where Tina sleeps. And I sleep at the end of the bed. 404 00:39:02,520 --> 00:39:04,720 {\an8}And these are my things. 405 00:39:06,120 --> 00:39:10,000 {\an8}Do you know what we're going to do now? I'll take them to Catania. 406 00:39:10,680 --> 00:39:13,160 {\an8}- To Catania? - Yes, Catania. 407 00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:15,720 {\an8}Come here. Come. 408 00:39:16,800 --> 00:39:18,320 {\an8}You are a rosebud. 409 00:39:19,840 --> 00:39:22,880 {\an8}Catania is a beautiful city. 410 00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:27,120 {\an8}- Is the sea there? - Of course there is the sea. 411 00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:31,120 {\an8}There is the port, there are ships and the ships are very large. 412 00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:35,960 {\an8}And there are beautiful, tall buildings... 413 00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:37,720 {\an8}full of lights. 414 00:39:39,080 --> 00:39:40,440 {\an8}Will you take me there? 415 00:39:42,520 --> 00:39:48,120 {\an8}If you behave, I'll take you away from Chiana del Bove. 416 00:39:50,720 --> 00:39:53,160 {\an8}- To see the world. - The world? 417 00:39:56,920 --> 00:39:58,680 {\an8}I can't believe you're here. 418 00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:02,880 {\an8}Are you there or are you not there? 419 00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:05,000 {\an8}Are you there or not? 420 00:40:05,040 --> 00:40:06,040 Are you there? 421 00:40:06,760 --> 00:40:08,680 {\an8}What a beautiful mouth you have. 422 00:40:12,880 --> 00:40:14,160 {\an8}What are you doing here? 423 00:40:15,240 --> 00:40:18,760 {\an8}- Leave her alone. - She was tied up in the sun. 424 00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:22,120 {\an8}Is this how you treat my daughter? I'll cut off your hand. 425 00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:25,120 {\an8}Leave her alone. Grab your things and leave. 426 00:40:26,000 --> 00:40:28,280 {\an8}Otherwise I'll get the carabinieri. 427 00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:34,520 {\an8}The carabinieri? Nonsense. Where do you want get that from? From behind the door? 428 00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:38,400 {\an8}Go look for them in the Chiana. Then go get them. 429 00:40:43,600 --> 00:40:44,760 {\an8}Modesta, come here. 430 00:40:45,520 --> 00:40:46,440 {\an8}Come here. 431 00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:48,200 {\an8}Here, I have money for you, look. 432 00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:51,800 {\an8}What is it? Can't reach it? 433 00:40:52,880 --> 00:40:57,080 {\an8}Come on, poor man. Do you want to have money? Here. 434 00:40:57,880 --> 00:41:01,120 {\an8}- Stop. - Go away, you dirty bastard. 435 00:41:01,200 --> 00:41:03,240 {\an8}Let her go or I'll kill you. 436 00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:05,320 {\an8}- Modesta, come here. - I want to stay with him. 437 00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:07,800 {\an8}Fuck off, she wants stay with her father. 438 00:41:07,880 --> 00:41:10,880 {\an8}- I'll kill you. - What are you doing? 439 00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:13,840 {\an8}-What are you doing now? Wretched. - Leave her alone. 440 00:41:14,360 --> 00:41:17,600 {\an8}- I'll break your neck. Stay there. - Let her. 441 00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:21,000 Mom, enough. 442 00:41:21,600 --> 00:41:24,800 {\an8}- Don't worry, we're just fooling around. - Mom, enough. 443 00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:28,240 {\an8}You did well, she deserves it. 444 00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:32,080 {\an8}You know? We have the same blood. Come here. 445 00:41:35,880 --> 00:41:37,000 {\an8}You are my pussy. 446 00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:39,560 {\an8}Little kitty. 447 00:41:40,400 --> 00:41:43,960 {\an8}Little girl, little pussy. 448 00:41:45,240 --> 00:41:46,280 {\an8}What is it? 449 00:41:46,960 --> 00:41:49,240 {\an8}You're as red as a pomegranate. 450 00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:52,720 {\an8}My beauty. 451 00:41:58,800 --> 00:41:59,800 {\an8}Tell me. 452 00:42:01,320 --> 00:42:03,120 {\an8}How do you want to go to Catania? 453 00:42:03,880 --> 00:42:06,360 {\an8}On foot or on horseback? 454 00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:08,880 {\an8}On horseback, but I can't horse riding. 455 00:42:09,680 --> 00:42:12,520 {\an8}No problem, I'll teach you. 456 00:42:15,680 --> 00:42:18,400 {\an8}But don't be so stiff. 457 00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:35,120 {\an8}Why are you crawling away? Are you afraid? 458 00:42:36,320 --> 00:42:38,640 {\an8}No, they get on my nerves. 459 00:42:41,600 --> 00:42:42,840 {\an8}Don't listen to them. 460 00:42:44,680 --> 00:42:45,840 {\an8}How nice. 461 00:42:46,840 --> 00:42:49,200 {\an8}How nice to look at you. 462 00:42:51,920 --> 00:42:53,520 {\an8}Don't be afraid. 463 00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:57,040 {\an8}Come on, let's lie down together for a while. 464 00:42:58,200 --> 00:42:59,680 {\an8}Don't worry. 465 00:43:01,160 --> 00:43:02,160 {\an8}Come here. 466 00:43:12,920 --> 00:43:14,320 {\an8}You are a gift. 467 00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:17,800 {\an8}A gift. 468 00:43:24,920 --> 00:43:26,560 {\an8}Do you like it with us? 469 00:43:27,680 --> 00:43:31,760 {\an8}When we first arrived at the monastery, we missed our parents too. 470 00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:36,560 {\an8}I also had to get used to life without my mother and sisters. 471 00:43:37,200 --> 00:43:40,200 {\an8}Where are you from? What is your surname? 472 00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:42,120 {\an8}We are the Chiaromontes from Ragusa. 473 00:43:42,200 --> 00:43:44,600 {\an8}But I grew up in the palace in Catania. 474 00:43:44,680 --> 00:43:47,000 {\an8}- And you? - I am the Marchioness of Altavilla. 475 00:43:48,000 --> 00:43:51,080 {\an8}There was a debutante ball this year in Catania? 476 00:43:51,160 --> 00:43:53,120 {\an8}No, since the start of the war... 477 00:43:53,200 --> 00:43:56,200 {\an8}there are no weddings, galas or more engagements. 478 00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:58,960 {\an8}All young men are entered service. It's so sad. 479 00:44:00,680 --> 00:44:01,880 {\an8}Where are you from? 480 00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:05,520 {\an8}She really is a privileged lady. 481 00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:10,320 {\an8}The marquise from Chiana del Bove. 482 00:44:11,960 --> 00:44:14,120 {\an8}I don't know that gender. Where do they come from? 483 00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:15,800 {\an8}Don't you know them? 484 00:44:15,880 --> 00:44:20,040 {\an8}From the valley of Etna, surrounded by lava and mud. 485 00:44:20,800 --> 00:44:24,360 {\an8}It's a beautiful place. There are also many goats, cows and hens. 486 00:44:27,560 --> 00:44:28,520 {\an8}What is she doing? 487 00:44:33,960 --> 00:44:35,640 {\an8}Don't you know the Chiana del Bove? 488 00:44:36,240 --> 00:44:39,400 {\an8}The kingdom of Chiana del Bove. Have you never heard of that? 489 00:44:46,080 --> 00:44:46,960 {\an8}Thank you. 490 00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:20,200 {\an8}'I'm only wearing thinking of you, my dear. 491 00:45:20,280 --> 00:45:21,920 {\an8}Your eyes, your mouth. 492 00:45:22,600 --> 00:45:25,560 {\an8}I can't wait to be alone with you to be and make you feel... 493 00:45:25,640 --> 00:45:26,560 {\an8}how much I love you. 494 00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:29,320 {\an8}A warm hug.' 495 00:45:39,960 --> 00:45:41,960 {\an8}Good morning, Modesta. 496 00:45:42,000 --> 00:45:44,760 {\an8}- You look very happy today. - So am I. 497 00:45:44,840 --> 00:45:46,240 {\an8}Mother Leonora is back. 498 00:45:46,320 --> 00:45:49,120 {\an8}She's taking me tonight to look at the stars. 499 00:45:49,200 --> 00:45:51,680 {\an8}I've never seen them was so fond of one of us. 500 00:45:51,760 --> 00:45:52,920 {\an8}What do you mean? 501 00:45:53,000 --> 00:45:56,680 {\an8}Mother Leonora has a big heart. She loves us all equally. 502 00:45:57,200 --> 00:46:00,560 {\an8}You're right. I have committed the sin of jealousy. 503 00:46:01,560 --> 00:46:04,280 {\an8}Since you got here, mother Leonora blossoms again. 504 00:46:04,360 --> 00:46:07,800 {\an8}None of us are ever with mother Leonora has been in the tower. 505 00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:12,200 {\an8}Mimmo. 506 00:46:12,800 --> 00:46:14,520 {\an8}Hey. What are you doing now? Get off me. 507 00:46:14,600 --> 00:46:17,560 {\an8}You're not a little girl anymore and I'm getting old. 508 00:46:18,720 --> 00:46:21,120 {\an8}I told you to be careful. Carefully. 509 00:46:23,080 --> 00:46:25,000 {\an8}Stay away from the well. 510 00:46:25,720 --> 00:46:27,800 {\an8}That dark water draws tormented souls. 511 00:46:27,880 --> 00:46:31,720 {\an8}I am not a tortured soul. I just wanted to see what I look like. 512 00:46:32,240 --> 00:46:33,720 {\an8}I know you don't have a mirror. 513 00:46:33,800 --> 00:46:36,320 {\an8}I don't know what my mouth or eyes look like. 514 00:46:36,400 --> 00:46:39,560 {\an8}I don't know if I'm beautiful or ugly am. I wanted to see that. 515 00:46:39,640 --> 00:46:40,720 {\an8}You, ugly? 516 00:46:41,760 --> 00:46:43,240 {\an8}You look like a princess. 517 00:46:43,320 --> 00:46:46,080 {\an8}You don't know how much those women love who speak evil of you... 518 00:46:46,160 --> 00:46:48,800 {\an8}your royal step would like to have. 519 00:46:48,880 --> 00:46:51,640 {\an8}Your porcelain skin, your swan neck. 520 00:46:52,680 --> 00:46:55,800 {\an8}Remember, even if you were born in Chiana... 521 00:46:56,320 --> 00:46:59,000 {\an8}you are the noblest woman here. 522 00:46:59,760 --> 00:47:00,960 {\an8}If I were a bee... 523 00:47:03,520 --> 00:47:07,840 {\an8}I would pass over these lips like rosebuds fly. 524 00:47:11,200 --> 00:47:12,520 {\an8}What does the bee do? 525 00:47:17,400 --> 00:47:18,560 {\an8}Land on me. 526 00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:22,640 {\an8}What are you saying, little one? 527 00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:26,000 {\an8}Do I look like a bee? Fuck off. 528 00:47:28,760 --> 00:47:31,760 {\an8}Poor Mimmo, he was such a good man. 529 00:47:31,840 --> 00:47:34,560 {\an8}And I tormented him with impunity. 530 00:47:34,640 --> 00:47:38,000 {\an8}Because I was happy, maybe too happy. 531 00:47:38,080 --> 00:47:39,600 {\an8}Leonora was back. 532 00:47:39,680 --> 00:47:41,520 {\an8}My darling, she had written. 533 00:47:41,600 --> 00:47:44,440 {\an8}I found myself in an unimaginable place state of rapture. 534 00:47:46,160 --> 00:47:47,160 {\an8}Out of pure joy. 535 00:47:50,760 --> 00:47:52,000 {\an8}That's the Big Dipper. 536 00:47:52,560 --> 00:47:57,720 {\an8}Slightly higher is Sirius, the brightest star in the firmament. 537 00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:00,000 {\an8}Firmament. 538 00:48:00,800 --> 00:48:01,920 {\an8}What a beautiful word. 539 00:48:11,600 --> 00:48:12,640 {\an8}Careful. 540 00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:14,760 {\an8}It's unstable. 541 00:48:16,640 --> 00:48:17,600 {\an8}Sorry. 542 00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:23,400 {\an8}And you, mother? 543 00:48:24,760 --> 00:48:27,160 {\an8}How was your life, before you took the vow? 544 00:48:28,360 --> 00:48:29,920 {\an8}I was a different person. 545 00:48:31,760 --> 00:48:35,880 {\an8}I come from a world where did not penetrate the word of God. 546 00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:41,600 {\an8}I wore organza dresses with ridiculous amount of lace and bows. 547 00:48:43,000 --> 00:48:44,800 {\an8}I went to the hairdresser every day. 548 00:48:45,720 --> 00:48:47,960 {\an8}I would have liked to have known you then. 549 00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:50,520 {\an8}No. Don't say that, little one. 550 00:48:51,200 --> 00:48:54,400 {\an8}Let yourself be seduced by worldly things is a sin. 551 00:49:02,560 --> 00:49:05,000 {\an8}I was engaged to a cavalry officer. 552 00:49:06,520 --> 00:49:10,120 {\an8}A German nobleman who had already killed three people... 553 00:49:10,200 --> 00:49:12,600 {\an8}for trivial reasons of worldly honor. 554 00:49:12,680 --> 00:49:13,680 {\an8}May God forgive him. 555 00:49:16,400 --> 00:49:20,880 {\an8}I only had it once seen briefly, under my balcony. 556 00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:23,360 {\an8}- With his unity. - What did he look like? 557 00:49:25,520 --> 00:49:27,880 {\an8}He was tall and had dark hair. 558 00:49:29,840 --> 00:49:32,360 {\an8}Then we saw each other again at a gala. 559 00:49:33,400 --> 00:49:34,760 {\an8}He asked me to dance. 560 00:49:36,600 --> 00:49:37,920 {\an8}While dancing... 561 00:49:39,000 --> 00:49:41,800 {\an8}he pressed me against him and I got scared. 562 00:49:44,520 --> 00:49:46,360 {\an8}I have always been disgusted by men. 563 00:49:50,280 --> 00:49:53,240 {\an8}The thought that their hands... 564 00:49:55,080 --> 00:49:59,880 {\an8}would caress my skin or even me would touch under my clothes. 565 00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:05,800 {\an8}But everything is between us completely different. 566 00:50:06,680 --> 00:50:07,760 {\an8}Right? 567 00:50:23,720 --> 00:50:25,400 {\an8}I heard you the other day. 568 00:50:27,680 --> 00:50:28,920 {\an8}Before you left. 569 00:50:30,280 --> 00:50:31,360 {\an8}What did you hear? 570 00:50:33,720 --> 00:50:35,440 {\an8}When you caressed yourself. 571 00:50:36,360 --> 00:50:37,960 {\an8}I wanted to caress you... 572 00:50:38,000 --> 00:50:39,120 {\an8}How dare you? 573 00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:42,720 {\an8}- Go away. - Mother... 574 00:50:42,800 --> 00:50:45,680 {\an8}Go away. May God forgive you. Go. 575 00:50:47,160 --> 00:50:51,920 {\an8}By my fault, by my fault, through my great fault. 576 00:53:05,880 --> 00:53:06,720 {\an8}Mom? 577 00:53:08,000 --> 00:53:08,880 {\an8}Mom? 578 00:58:13,520 --> 00:58:18,520 Subtitles: Romy Buchheim